Tuesday, December 08, 2009

An Easy Life And A Peaceful Death


Not gonna live here anymore

Holy fuckamole I've been stressed lately.  My head feels like it's been in a vice lock. I've taken to practicing meditations that I haven't used in years such as the white light/black smoke one that I used when I was investigating Tibetan buddhism in the nineties. Not dissimilar to 'in with love/out with anger' except you visualise inhaling white light,the sun,anything bright and beautiful and when you exhale, you imagine streams of black smoke representing bad energy,negativity and anything that isn't working in your life that you're carrying around. Might sound very woo woo but it's effective if you really centre yourself.

I went home and told the dog my worries and she let me know in her own way that she understands and cares. Okay, maybe I'm deluding myself but it was comforting and she giving my nose little Ni Ni licks which is her way of giving your kisses- little sweetie.

Niña the dog and psychotherapist
I think this Thursday is looking good for a day off for rest. We have another house we want to check out and that night I'm going to see Royal Crown Revue with Stacey at the Forum- woo hoo! Can't wait for that!


The Fabulous Ms Stacey



So if you're wondering what the Milonguita has on her Christmas list, here it is;
  • Good times with chilled out friends
  • A house to move into soon with minimal fuss
  • A new job that pays more money
  • Peace and good will towards eligible men
Don't worry about me, I'm fine but I'm tired. Some time out on my own with fix it all. If Tuesday is my good news day, then Thursday will be a perfect day (queue Lou Reed).

"oh it's such a perfect day but I won't share it with you...."

19 comments:

dam buster said...

I think we can all relate to some of that Mags.

I hope your mental health day on Thursday goes off well. What time do you want the coffee dropped off on the front door step?

Margarita Milonguita said...

Oh that is totally schweeet of you.. I've planned ahead and bought my coffee beans this morning at Brother Baba Budan whilst grabbing my soy latte with two.
I don't want to leave the house until I have to!
That also gives me the time and space to glam up for RCR that night.
House inspection and then straight to town from there for pre show cocktails at MoVida...

dam buster said...

Now that is planning Mags!!

So should I drop off lunch instead?

Margarita Milonguita said...

Yes if you can go to the Chatterbox in Tivoli arcade and taxi over an order of Pad Kee Mou that would be fabulous...
Make sure you get one for yourself while you're there...

dam buster said...

Righto will do thanks Mags. Would it be hotter, fresher and tastier if I dropped it off rather than relying on Melbourne's (cough) Taxi service?

Margarita Milonguita said...

Oh yes, I should have remembered your post regarding your loathing of Melbourne's taxi 'service'.
Perhaps 'meals on wheels'would be a tad more efficient?

I don't know why but I feel like baking... might whip up an apple crumble tonight.

dam buster said...

meals on wheels for sure. I will put in an al-foil tray will I?

hmm apple crumble.. Yummo. You being a domestic goddess this evening? Do you strap on the pinny and put the hair in curlers for the event?

Margarita Milonguita said...

I may just do that... haven't used my curlers in a while..
I also have leopard print slippers. Paired with my red jim jams with the scottie dogs on them, I should look a treat!

dam buster said...

Phew.. getting me all steamed up over here Mags..

Margarita Milonguita said...

Ooh yeah baby.. about as sexy as a road fatality!

dam buster said...

Ha ha.. I doubt that!

enjoy the baking.

Margarita Milonguita said...

By the time I got home, I was shknackered so I made a huge pot of soup and left it at that. Baking can wait...

dam buster said...

Ahh well. Always another time.

Margarita Milonguita said...

Maybe tomorrow. I feel like making something totally decadent like little flourless choc cakes with a dulce de leche centre.. dense gorgeous chocolate cake with a burst of caramel in the centre.. YAARRRMMMMMM!

dam buster said...

oooooohhhhhhh sounds awesome.

dam buster said...

You know how we spoke of ODD word verifications.. "fartica" just came up!!!

Margarita Milonguita said...

Fartica is now my new favorite word..
If I make those cakes, I'll let you know how I went..
Oh yeah, we got the house!

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